Thursday, September 17, 2009
Whats A 60 Gtt/min And Heparin
Giovanna Zilio, the doctor who was on duty at Treviso on August 22, sent me this his memory. My apologies to Aldo that I know to be sensitive to these memories, we all are but this is perhaps our way forward and continue. Of course you are free not to read, is what I wrote is what I wrote and what Giovanna maybe others will want to add.
Meanwhile, thanks to Joan, and it is not true that you have been in vain. That evening, your smile reminded me of going forward, none of us is alone.
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Even if he should be a day of rain in Treviso was the usual hot day, and I already got the second shirt changed. We were back laughing from the first mission, where the farmer had given us whole pieces of wine and he had the heli full of grapes that soon after we were eating, laughing just lived for adventure and looking at the pictures taken. Then after lunch, everyone was napping in their rooms, some in bunkers, some in the greenhouse.
The phone call she received Sara, played the blue wildly and started to jump uralre in the corridor by Nico from the chair of the bunker where he had dozed off and then came out screaming to call the others who were coming towards the 'yet another blue.
I dream often the journey that we fact treviso - Crystal, I think 13 / 1 or so there was endless, church shouting over the radio to pay attention to the cables, for God's sake beware of cables and every two minutes where you are, where you are and where you are pellikan who could not land and took up Belodis church and then asked to stop calling the radio and that they had just called their news, then back to a lion, a lion or your location.
And then when we pulled them out. They ran out because my input was totally irrelevant. Unfortunately. Even a live, one leads to Treviso, would have been different.
I can not deny that I did not know them like you, and then I can not be a similar pain, but that is a day that I still dreamed of and I will never forget.
A friend, who lost a friend that day told me he wanted to look at it long when he pulled out but could not recognize him in this broken body and again, each time Falco is to bring some patients still waiting .. wanted to present the day before when he came to Treviso because he said it was a wonderful person who deserved to be known, but Falco was to run away and I missed the chance .. next time we have said. One other friend did not say anything, but from that day for all subsequent missions has no rice nor joked as he always did.
Someone called from the crystal in the central, to say something (about a dozen times in ten minutes) but produced only curses (against destiny so numb?)
In Central was not there, but when we got back to the past ten o'clock in the evening after leaving Leo in place of Falco came in there against all the boys in the afternoon round, felt that he did not have to go home.
I do not know what to say. That day I was totally useless.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Milena Velba Archives Gallerys
My memory of that day
What you heard when the rotor Dario took the cables of the power line? Marco and me? You will understand now, you'll be stuck at that your carabiner. Noise and vibration. It must have been a moment, seconds out while not understanding the world will have begun to turn and then silence. Only the flow of water in the stream. Muddy water on pieces of sheet metal. A blue cross on a piece of tail broken. Remains of a shovel on a steep lawn. Someone who calls you on the radio. Falco by papacharly. Falco by Sierra1. Falco, Falco, Falco ...
No response. Now not only the flow of water pouring over. The water just before it was raging torrent, a river that kills. The water that now flows on the glass of the window, burst continuous litany of the mountain, a prelude to winter.
I was on the couch. Between drowsiness and the other a shower. Robert was in the shower. I was going to get up or maybe just to return the book in a strange autumn Saturday in August.
He played the telephone, was Nico. I responded warmly, no worries. Parish said he fell. As. The helicopter fell. How? How are they? All dead. NOOOOOOOOO NO
A long film, unreal, not screamed, choked, open net, but damped scanned. I remember him not as a scar that is, a cut and decided to slow, sudden strong. Nooo.
I got up from the couch, Roberta is out of the bathroom, I continued to talk. Maybe you want to go back. And 'something happened now and not turn off nothing has happened. Where did it happen. On the front of the Crystal Faloria. As. They took the wires. What. Power line. But there is nothing to be done? Sure? All the dead? Yes, Dario, Marco, then? Fabrizio and Cassamatta. I do not know what to say, attack, walk away. Kitchen, living room, kitchen, living room and then say oh my God I feel sick. Roberta tells me you sit down, have a drink. If I sit down I know it happened, I put the seal on all happened, I do not sit down, keep walking. I'll do it for days.
's so happened Marco. Mark's why I say you is not supposed to happen. It was the penultimate day of the last round you would do with us. The only shift that ignorant people who does not know what it means to love for this work in this place with these people made you do this year. But I think after this. I just know that I can feel your lack and guilt to get intimate in the first place when friends piled in that wreck lying on its side in that stream are also another three. There's nothing really to do anything, and I walk, I try, maybe pray. No, no swearing is not needed as you do not need to pray. You just need to understand, accept. But you need to understand. The dynamics? The logic? Why? There is nothing to understand. It is to finally sit down and think about it so hard it hurts.
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